Before I Say Goodbye…
I’m leaving shortly to go watch [edit] and listen to Laguardia at the Khyber, but before I say goodbye, I want to say the following things…
Whilst it maybe a trite old clich?, it is certainly true that when things fall apart, you find out who your friends are. I have been both violently shocked and pleasantly surprised at the turn of this month…
I quit smoking for an immediate reason and it is fear of judgement that forbids me from writing about it here. I know that fear, I name it and I call it to be unjust to me and the rest of the us. Give me a moment whilst I take a deep breath and I will be back for why…
People are harder on a Woman who gets angry. Women that sob and weep are allowed in the world, but Women who shout are forbidden. That is unjust and I am tired of the judgement that falls over me from living my life and processing my experiences in the way that is intrinsic to me. I am not a crier, I am a ranter and that is that…
In closing I want to send all the love in Philadelphia to e.b., Sao, the Geegy Monster and [edit] and tell you that this is the 20th day that I have not smoked.
October 31st, 2003 at 3:38 am
just thought i’d say that it was the ranting and the anger and the true cuntess that made me come here in the first place. they are the reason i stayed and they are the reason i still come back. in a world of so many blogs yours is one of the only that i return to day in day out and i hope you continue to be true to yourself.
you can shoot me down in flames now if you like.
that is all.
October 31st, 2003 at 9:42 am
that’s because you are cool si.
and i suppose i should rant at you now, that’s what you like, right..? hahahaa.
but i meant in real life. people don’t like an angry woman there. the same as they don’t like a woman that does not want have kids. both somehow make me less of a woman. but both make me more of my person…
October 31st, 2003 at 4:15 pm
This seems like the flipside of one of your older rants about your male friends going off the bumble when you decided to be more feminine and they treated you differently. I guess it still bugs the shit out of you.
You should kirk out more. You’re just doing your part.
October 31st, 2003 at 4:37 pm
actually, i was thinking more about a women’s judgement when i wrote that.
and what the hell does kirk out mean? :wacko: