Catch Up Time
Where to begin..? Well, Viola the Laptop is still up ye old shittus creekus without a paddle and so I have had zero internet access at home for a few weeks now. I am not sure what to do except reformat the hard-drive which means I will loose a lot of information. She doesn’t have a CD burner and I don’t feel like exporting the contents of her to umpteen-mabillion floppy disks…
On top of that, we moved offices and we have only yesterday gotten our DSL up and running, so I haven’t even had the internet at work. It’s been kind of nice…
What else..? Oh yes, I got dumped. Woopies, second time this year. Not really too sure what happened since jolly old Bat Boy hasn’t the balls to explain. He just won’t answer my calls. Alright, call - I’m not one to pursue a dead and dying mass of flesh. The only reason I can find is that he can’t deal with my slumps into sadness over the breast lump. Gee, sorry about that buddy…
The Cuntspliferous JC Mazza made me the most awesome fairy outfit ever for the Halloween party tomorrow! I have this cuntfabulous pink / green / yellow tutu, pink wrist band and a matching bag. How I love me some JC! I will post images of it at a later date.
I have actually decided not to write anymore and so this is the first thing I was written outside of checks for a few weeks now. I wanted to know what would happen, you know, if writing really was important or intrinsic to me. I am not sure I can live life this way though. Or rather, I don’t know how long I can live a life without a mode of expression. Not expressing means I have many unaddressed thoughts and emotions inside of me and that means I can’t read, so I am left with the teevee. I keep thinking, this is my life until I die and it feels kind of like I have already. It’s boring, quite frankly. Very, very boring and empty…
Well, I want to get out of this bloody office now, so I shall say adios for now…
October 30th, 2002 at 11:28 pm
cunt tankus call me tomorrow.
i have a cd burner. can you hook up to my computer somehow….call me from tank.
love e
November 1st, 2002 at 12:52 am
usually i’d put this in an email but i don’t know if you can check your email or not…
anyhoo if you haven’t already, you may want to look at this page: http://www.cancerhelp.com/ed/ec-lump.htm
best wishes to you and your thoughts
(sometimes my thoughts are unaddressed too, but they aren’t homeless. i really don’t know how that works.)
November 1st, 2002 at 1:01 pm
I love e, she is going to save Viola the laptop with her CD burner.
I love Kaya, but Kaya makes my brain worse because Kaya keeps sending me information that makes me think, “OMG THE LUMP IS HARD AND PEA SHAPED, IT’S MOST LIKELY CANCER!!!!!!!!!!”
Just kidding BabyCakes, I appreciate everything you have done for me…
November 2nd, 2002 at 1:23 am
oh booo, i hate no explanations! boo boo boo!!!
hmpf. i owe you a letter, anyways, and i suck at contact with anyone lately unless it’s me blabbering outloud on my site, which is really just me procrastinating.
when can you get the lump looked at?